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Ive Seen 152!!! I have Double NO life!!! thats sad... [18 May 2006|10:59am]
[ mood | bored ]

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 70, you have no life. Number the ones you've seen. Put your score in header and repost.

(X) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Grease
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Boondock Saints
(X) The Mexican
(X) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(X) Neverending Story
(X) Blazing Saddles
(X) Airplane
Total: 9

(X) The Princess Bride
(X) Young Frankenstien
( ) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(X) Napoleon Dynamite
(X) Labyrinth
(X) Saw
(X) Saw II
(X) White Noise
( ) white oleander
(X) Anger Management
(X) 50 First Dates
(X) Jason X
Total: 10

(X) Scream
(X) Scream 2
(X) Scream 3
(X) Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
(X) Scary Movie 3
(X) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
(X) American Wedding
Total: 9

(X) Harry Potter
(X) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
(X) Harry Potter 4
(X) Resident Evil I
(X) Resident Evil 2
(X) The Wedding Singer
(X) Little Black Book
(X) The Village
(X) Donnie Darko
(X) Lilo & Stitch.
( ) Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch has a Glitch
Total: 11

(X) Finding Nemo
(X) Finding Neverland
(X) Signs
(X) The Grinch (jim carrey)
(X) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(X)White Chicks
(X) Butterfly Effect
( )Thirteen Going on 30
(X) I, Robot
Total: 8

(X) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(X) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
(X) KingPin
(X) Never Been Kissed
(X) Meet The Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
(X) Eight Crazy Nights
(X) Joe Dirt
Total: 8

(X) A Cinderella Story
(X) the Terminal
( ) the Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(X) Dumb & Dumber
(X) Dumb & Dumberer
(X)Final Destination
(X)Final Destination 2
(X) Halloween
(X) The Ring
(X) The Ring 2
Total: 9

(X) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(X) Practical Magic
(X) Chicago
(X) Ghost Ship
(X) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
(X) Secret Window
(X) I Am Sam
(X) The Whole Nine Yards
Total: 8

(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Child's Play
(X) Bride of Chucky
(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
(X) Just Married
(X) Gothika
(X) Nightmare on Elm Street
(X) Sixteen Candles
(X) Remember the Titans
(X) Coach Carter
(X) Bad Boys
Total: 11

(X) Bad Boys 2
(X) Joy Ride
(X) Se7en
(X) Ocean's Eleven
(X) Ocean's Twelve
(X) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(X) Bedazzled
(X) Predator I
(X) Predator II

(X) Independence Day
(X) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
(X) Christine
(X) ET
(X) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' daughter
(X) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
Total: 6

( ) Best Bet
(X) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(X) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
(X) Sideways
(X) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(X) Ever After
(X) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
Total: 6

(X) X-Men
(X) X2
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
(X) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(X) Catch Me If You Can
(X) The Others
(X) Freaky Friday
(X) Reign of Fire
(X) Cruel Intentions
(X) The Hot Chick
Total: 11

(X) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(X) Old School
(X) The Notebook
(X) K-Pax
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(X) A Walk to Remember
(X) Boogeyman
Total: 9

(X) Hitch
(X) The Fifth Element
(X) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
(X) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
(X) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
(X) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
(X) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(X) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimmig with Sharks
Total: 8

(X) Air Force One
(X) For Richer or Poorer
(X) Trainspotting
(X) People Under the Stairs......
(X) Blue Velvet
(X) Sound of Music
(X) Parent Trap
( ) Parent Trap Re-make
(X) The Burbs
(X) The Terminator
(X) Terminator-2
(X) T-3
Total: 11

(X) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(X) Meet Joe Black
(X) Nightmare Before Christmas
(X) The Silence of the Lambs
(X) Sleepy Hollow
(X) I Heart Huckabees
( ) 24 Hour Party People
( ) Blood In Blood Out
Total: 6

( ) Thirteen
( ) Manic
(X) American History X
(X) Deep Blue Sea
( ) George of the Jungle
( ) Canadian Bacon
( ) Big Black Titties
(X) How High
( ) The Jackel
( ) My Little Ponys Grand Adventure 2
Total: 3

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Way over due update!!! [11 May 2006|03:36pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Okey dokey... I need to fill you guys in eh?

So.... Basically I realized that I needed to stop putting off my transition and I stepped outside of myself long enough to realize that the Meeshell that I loved so dearly was never going to be the girl that I want nor was I going to be the "girl" that she wanted. Not only that I was blinding myself from the fact that Shell is a liar and never did care about me. She was just using me and we all know what for.. I was stupid to think otherwise. I kept her nice and taken care of why would she want me to go? Anyway. Shell is out of my life now. I have moved on. I know now that I had let go of her a long time ago. I knew in the bottom of my heart that she was not a good person. I just lied to myself. Shes a good manipulator.. the masta manipulator but shes done manipulating me! She even had the audacity to try to tell me that I was a bad friend b/c I snooped behind her back (which was the only way that I could get the truth cause I knew I wouldnt get it from her) and she couldnt Trust me... I am the most honest person in this world, and she said she couldnt trust me. aint that some shit. She even used her lies as leverage when i was breaking up with her.. She said "I love you so much, you are so different, I cheated on everyone else that i was with and I never cheated on you" Now that I look back I see how much of a sham she really is.. if her lips are moving its pretty much a guarantee that shes lieing! I will miss her family a lot tho, they were good, honest, supportive people.
I have cleaned myself up, Im getting my shit together! Leaving Shell was just the beginning. I started my Testosterone injections May 4rth (HAPPY T-DAY TO ME!!!) and I met this girl. I know most of you have already heard about Ms. Maddy but for those of you that havent. I met her before I left Meeshell. I met her on myspace of all places. She found me through some "gender queer" dude in isreal that just so happened to be on both of our friends lists.. hows about that for fate??? At first I told her that we couldnt be anything but friends b/c I was loyal to Shell. But soon I couldnt let her pass me by. I started to see that she was everything that I have ever wanted in a relationship. First and most importantly she is genuinely attracted to transguys!!! And guess what.. I am one! haha I have never had that before. The 2 big relationships that I had. 1 was straight and wanted bio-guy dick and a baby and the other was a lesbian and wanted my hair long and fantasized about putting me in steletos! Maddy would vomit if I wore anything feminine. She really and truly sees me for the man that I am.. (right now on the inside anyway) She sees my chest and says "those just arent supposed to be there" and You know I agree! And she says things like "I cant wait for your voice to drop and your muscles to grow" and She puts a smile on my face bigger than this world! And shes so understanding.. she told me before I ditched shell that if she makes u happy then I want you to be with her as long as ur happy and healthy. but be healthy! She is so amazing! I have fallen head over heals in love with her. I tried to fight it cause I didnt wanna jump into another relationship, but why would I let my dream woman slip away just b/c she came right after i was tormented and manipulated by a crazy bitch. I think she came at the perfect time b/c I know I needed her to help me thru the shit that I am going thru right now. Shes my cheerleader, she stands behind me and supports me 110%. But I sware, guys. She is so different from anyone that I have ever known much less dated. She is perfect. I mean perfect. I really think we were made for each other. Ive thought that I had found my soulmate before but I was SOOO wrong. This feels soo different... this feels so right. I really really feel like I have known her forever. ok have I made you vomit with my new love yet? lol
I started going to the Richmond Transformers meetings, they are a bunch of really cool guys, and I have discovered that the FanFree clinic has a great Trans Program. THey help you to do everything that you need to do get your transition in order, I am so excited!!!
I am not tattooin fulltime right now just b/c I need to get my life straight but that doesnt mean that I wont be up and running again soon. I am working for my dad. Helping him out in his bike shop right now. He needs me right now too. We are a crazy duo. We have a bachelor pad for sure! The house he bought is terrible not feminine, we both crash on the couch and watch is incredibly too big for the room tv! haha. Him and his g/f are on and off but his g/f Cathy who he has dated for 12 yrs she has been like another mother to me. Now more than ever! When I told her about me being trans she was more than just understanding and supportive she stands behind me all the way. She is right there with Maddy as my cheerleaders! She helps me out a lot by talkin to her peers (IE: my parents and there friends) about it. And coming from her it helps them cope with it. I really like how she puts things. My dad who loves me no matter what but is having a bit of trouble dealin with his lil girl not being his lil girl anymore. She told him "If you were exactly like you are now, the pussy lovin man that you are today and everything except you had a girls body, how would you feel" and i think that really helped him to look at things differently. She also told my Step-dad to help him deal, she said "The world pitys and feels sorry for people who are born without an arm or without a leg but being born without a penis is far worse and the world just doesnt understand that that is on the same pretence." I love her so much and I am so happy that she in my life!

I am not completely 100 percent decided yet but I'm definately leaning the most towards changing my name to Leo Allan Newberry. What do you guys think?? As some of you know I have been pondering with Damien, Xavier and a cpl others, but I am such a Leo and I really like that name. Any input is appreciated! :-D

My back is already hurting and AAron said my voice will prolly start crackling in a wk or 2. That is SOO exciting! Im gonna start working out! Im gonna be buff! Maddy got me a "pissin packer" so now I can use the mens room and actually like use a urinal, its awesome!!! I am so happy right now its nuts, I dont think I have EVER been as happy as I am right now. My life is soo good. Im striving towards my goals, Im transitioning. I have the best g/f. I was walkin down the street the other day and these kids said some mean shit like "why dont u go kill urself" and 2 months ago that wouldve made me cry like a baby. but i am so happy it didnt even phase me. And I have noticed that (i think its the T) I dont wanna cry as easily as I used to. Which is good cause we all know how much of a pussy I can be. So yea, my life is sooo good. I didnt even realize just how miserable I was with Masta Manipulator. But now I am sooo happy its scary! I have rekindled my relationships with my family. My mom, my dad, my bro, my cousins! Everyone! which is good, I felt so bad for hurting them but at the time I really dont feel as tho i had a choice b/c I couldnt lie to them. And I have completely come out with my trans-ness and They took it even better than I thought they would. I knew that they would love me no matter what. But even my stepdad took it pretty good. So there are no more secrets, everything is out and on the table and my life is in the right direction on all accounts! The smile on my face is bigger and realer than it has ever been!


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The old me.. [20 Mar 2006|08:48pm]
[ mood | blah ]

So A lot of my friends have been telling me how much they miss the old me. The the me 3 yrs ago was a lot more lively & fun. And I have realized that I really miss that person too. Im working on getting zim back. I shaved my head! thats one step! :)

AAron sayd this song reminds him of the old me.. i like it..

"Geek in the Pink"

Well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
I may be skinny at times but I'm fat fulla rhymes
Pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it
Isn't it delicious crazy way that I'm kissin'
This baby listen to this don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
But don't ever quit cause soon I'm gonna let you in but see

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
Well,I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know
I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink (do do do...)
Like the geek in the pink, yeah (do do do...)
The geek in the pink

Well my relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
At least I'm talkin' about it keep my pattern of flattery and
She was starin' through the doorframe,and
Eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
Well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
Cause I ain't comin' home I don't need that attention, see

I don't care what she might think about me
She'll get by without me if she wants
Well, I could be the one to take her home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know
That I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Hey baby look at me go
From zero to hero
You better take it from a geek like me
Well I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you com...plete him or not

So what I've got a short attention span
A coke in my hand
Because I'd rather have the afternoon, relaxin' understand
My hip hop and flip-flops well it don't stop with the light rock
My shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha so I'm
Developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know
I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
like the geek in the pink (do do do...)
I'm the geek in the pink ya'll
geek is the color for power
I'm the geek in the pink
so i'm the geek ya'll
in the pink ya'll
geek is the color for power
i'm the geek in the pink

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Another friggin survey! [13 Mar 2006|04:30am]
[ mood | full ]

This one isnt as long but it sure is different.

Your Body Type (more than one may apply):

[ ] Amazon Queen
[X] Androgynous
[X] Average Joe or Josie
[ ] Built for pullin' a plow and birthin' babies
[ ] Burly
[ ] Buxom Wench
[ ] Classic Pin-Up
[ ] Demi-God
[ ] Dilbert
[X] Elfin Sprite
[ ] Fashion Model
[ ] I could crush your head between my thighs and make you like it
[ ] Jocktackular
[ ] Just look at these guns!
[ ] Manimal
[ ] Pear-Shaped
[X] Please buy me a ham sandwich
[ ] Pleasingly Plush
[ ] Shapeless protoplasmic mass not unlike a Lovecraftian Shoggoth
[ ] SpecRACKular
[ ] Tall drink of water
[ ] The kind of ass you want to hang on to and hit with a car antenna
[ ] Tiny Terror
[x] Wee puppet man

Best Feature:

[ ] Ass
[ ] Biceps
[ ] Chest
[X] Eyes
[ ] Hair
[ ] Legs
[X] Lips
[X] Smile

Worst Feature:

[X] Bad hair
[ ] Balding
[ ] Beady little eyes
[ ] Chin(s), or lack thereof
[X] Cross-Eyed
[ ] Droopy Little Boobs
[ ] Feet that lead to Sasquatch rumors when I walk in the snow
[ ] "How kind of you to provide a perch for the little birds!" (that's a Cyrano reference that means you have a honking big nose)
[ ] Lard-Ass
[ ] Love Handles
[ ] Man-Tits
[ ] Micro-Phallus

You've studied (beyond minimum college requirements):

[X] Art
[ ] Being a Player
[ ] Cinema
[X] Creative Writing
[ ] Dance
[X] Drama
[ ] Exercise and Sports Science
[ ] Martial Arts
[ ] Higher Mathematics
[ ] Literary Theory
[ ] Massage Therapy
[X] Music
[X] Parapsychology
[ ] Philosophy
[X] Photography
[ ] Yoga

Guilty Little Secrets:

[ ] I've cheated on a significant other
[ ] I've fucked a friend's significant other
[ ] I've been the Other Man or Other Woman in an extra-marital affair
[X] I dislike at least one of my alleged friends
[X] I have a tendency towards gossip
[ ] I'm a slut
[ ] I've tried to kill someone
[ ] (this happens nightly!)] I once was groped by my boss and didn't do anything about it
[ ] I'm not as interesting as my profile might suggest
[X] I'm not as attractive in person as in my profile photos
[ ] I met up with a MySpace friend from another state for a booty call
[ ] I've been in jail
[ ] I've played D&D
[ ] I've been to a comic-book convention
[X] I've thought of someone on my friends list while masturbating (significant others don't count)
[X] Nude photos of me have been posted online
[ ] I own a Clay Aiken record

You regularly watch:

[X] Gory horror films
[ ] Asian martial arts films
[ ] American martial arts films
[ ] Subtitled films
[X] Black and white films
[ ] Blaxploitation films
[X] Musicals
[X] Brat Pack films
[X] Anime
[ ] Godzilla movies
[X] Movies based on comic books
[X] Movies based on Shakespeare
[X] Chick Flix
[ ] Vintage Sexploitation (Russ Meyer, Chesty Morgan, etc.)
[ ] Westerns
[X] Science Fiction films
[X] Fantasy films
[ ] Deadwood
[ ] Rome
[ ] The Wire
[X] The Sopranos
[X] American Idol
[ ] The Shield
[X] Nip/Tuck
[X] The Family Guy
[X] Adult Swim
[ ] Iron Chef

You like:

[X] Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
[X] Grand Theft Auto (the game]
[ ] Grand Theft Auto (the felony)
[ ] Ganja
[ ] the cock
[X] cemeteries
[X] ladies' undergarments
[X] the theatre
[X] guns
[ ] martial arts
[X] New York
[x] New Orleans
[ ] Sushi and/or sashimi
[ ] Ethnic cuisine in general
[ ] animal flesh
[X] long walks on the beach
[X] used bookstores
[X] museums
[X] titty-bars
[ ] The Ultimate Fighting Championship
[ ] Film Festivals
[ ] Fine Dining
[X] Soul Food or traditional Southern cuisine
[X] Boobies

The pets you have HAD and have?

[X] cat
[X] dog
[X] lizard
[X] rat
[X] ferret
[ ] bunny
[X] fish
[ ] duck
[ ] hookbill (parrot, conure, parakeet, cockatoo, cockatiel, or macaw)
[ ] horse
[ ] frog
[ ] toad
[X] hermit crab
[ ] monkey
[ ] owl
[ ] prairie dog
[X] scorpion
[ ] snail
[X] turtle
[X] hamster
[X] snake
[X] gerbil
[X] guinea pig
[ ] pig
[ ] goat
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] geese
[ ] chicken
[ ] deer
[ ] caiman or alligator
[ ] tuatara

You hate:

[X (self righteous not vegans) ] Self-Righteous Vegans
[ ] Cellphones
[X] Christian Fundamentalists
[X] Islamic Fundamentalists
[X] Violence
[X] Hippies
[X] 50 Cent
[X] Paris Hilton
[?] Anne Coulter
[X] Nazis
[ ] Michael Moore
[ ] PETA
[ ] PeOple who wRite LiKe tHis
[ ] People who use "LOL"
[ ] People who use "ur" and "u" for "your" and "you"
[ ] Aquateen Hunger Force
[X] Tom Cruise
[ ] Scientology
[?] Waspafarians

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i like the lyrics not the singer! [12 Mar 2006|07:57am]
[ mood | tired ]

Song: Behind These Hazel Eyes
Album: Breakaway


Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

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Really Really Really LONG Survey!!!!! [06 Mar 2006|12:50am]
[ mood | lonely ]

OK, So I was a tad bit bored....

Really Long Survey (over 200)
What is your name?: Born Erica
Are you named after anyone?: Nope.
What's your screename?: AIM: wannadotattoos Yahoo: Erca69 LJ: Tat2InkNyou
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Naw.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Im working on that.. Damien, Xavier, Leo... taking suggestions.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I cant think of any and that would be my friends already.. isnt that a sin? Thou shalt not covet thy neighbors name? haha
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Erca but thats kinda on purpose.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: prolly
Your gender:: I was born female but Im in the procress of getting that minor detail fixed.
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Technically Im a lesbian but I would consider myself straight (no i dont sleep with men) think about it.
Single?: Nope, Taken.
Birthdate:: 7/27/1980
Your age:: 25
Age you act:: most would say Im childish most of the time.
Age you wish you were:: I like where I am.
Your height:: 5'4''
Eye color:: green/Hazel
Happy with it?: Sure why not.
Hair color:: Med Brown
Happy with it?: Sure Why not.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: i technically live w/ my g/f's parents altho I hotel it up a lot for work.
Have any pets?: My Chihuahua, Ink hes awesome!
Whats your job?: I am a tattoo Artist
Piercings?: presently just the ol ears but I have had them everywhere.
Tattoos?: God, I always love this question. Put it this way, I get asked "Did it Hurt?" A LOT!
Obsessions?: hmm. well theres tattoos, tattoos and then sometimes there tattoos.
Do you speak another language?: I took 3 yrs of french and I know more spanish.
Have a favorite quote?: "How could anyone ever need more than 8megs of memory?" Bill Gates (in the 80s)
Do you have a webpage?: I have had soo many over the years but now myspace takes care of that.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: Always!
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Very much so. You should see how patient I am with my clients.
Do you have any secrets?: It depends on from whom?
Do you hate yourself?: naw
Do you like your handwriting?: Everyone seems to love my handwriting. Its tattooed on half of Richmond.
Do you have any bad habits?: who doesnt?
What is the compliment you get from most people?: "Damn your tattoos are hott!"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: My Life as a tattooing Lesbian
What's your biggest fear?: Losing my mother.
Can you sing?: hell no, but that doesnt stop me!
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no way, im cool enough ;)
Are you a loner?: naw
What are your ..1 priorities in life?: well ive succeded in the tattooing goal and now Im on to becoming the man I always new i was.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: sure id chill with me.
Are you a daredevil?: naw, im a pussy
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: just my feminity
Are you passive or agressive?: Very passive.
Do you have a journal?: just a livejournal
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: my strength is my heart and my weakness is my heart.....
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: Duh!
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Im extremely emotional if thats what you mean, but strong would not be the operative word.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes
Do you think life has been good so far?: Its had its Ups & Downs but that is life right?
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: never take anything for granted
What do you like the most about your body?: my back.
And least?: the fact that I have a vagina.
Do you think you are good looking?: im ok, i guess.
Are you confident?: In some things.
What is the fictional character you are most like?:
Are you perceived wrongly?: I am not sure exactly what that means.
Do You...
Smoke?: Only Marlboros.
Read the newspaper?: I would if I got the paper.
Pray?: All the time.
Go to church?: Naw, I havent been in years.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sure!!! they are only strangers til u add them to ur myspace friends list!!! haha
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Not since I replaced them with women! ;)
Take walks in the rain?: Sure! and sometimes not much walking ;)
Talk to people even though you hate them?: I dont really "hate" anyone but I avoid ppl that annoy me or piss me off.
Drive?: yeah, I am capable.
Like to drive fast?: yes unfortunately for my driving record.
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: no, its too nasal.
Hurt yourself?: Who hasnt?
Been out of the country?: no, but i really want to.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: not that i recall.
Been in love?: couple times.
Gone skinny dipping?: yep, wow that takes me back.
Had a medical emergency?: many stitches.
Had surgery?: not yet, but i plan on it! (that sounds kinda wierd)
Ran away from home?: naw
Played strip poker?: i think i have.. or atleast strip something.. naked twister anyone?
Gotten beaten up?: not seriously
Beaten someone up?: naw, im pretty passive.
Been picked on?: oh god yes.
Been on stage?: Honor Thespian class of 98!!!
Slept outdoors?: sure, i love to camp.
Thought about suicide?: been very close!
Pulled an all nighter?: every night. currently am.
If yes, what is your record?: my record? what does that mean. i dont think it applys so N/A
Gone one day without food?: sure
Talked on the phone all night?: yea, even if its just to listen to each other breathe,
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: sure
Slept all day?: oh yea!
Killed someone?: No no no.. Thats something I would not nor could not do.
Made out with a stranger?: would they still be a stranger after u made out with them? but erm.. have I?.. not a stranger with someone i didnt know very well a cpl times.
Had sex with a stranger?: no, that i havent done.
Thought you're going crazy?: all the damn time.
Kissed the same sex?: i wouldn't have it any other way
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: helloooooo, im queerer than a 3 dolla bill!
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?: sorta
Broken the law?: yep
Met a famous person?: I met a bunch of wrestlers.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes *sighs* i hit a dear last week, it tore me up, i cried for hours. :(
On purpose?: not a chance in hell, i love animals!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: nope, i swore.
Stolen anything?: only once but i had to and i paid for later.
Been on radio/tv?: no, i cant say that i have.
Been in a mosh-pit?: of course and i usually get clobbered (im little, man)
Had a nervous breakdown?: couple
Bungee jumped?: nope, but i would
Had a dream that kept coming back?: hmm i think i have.
Belive in life on other planets?: yup
Miracles?: yup
Astrology?: yup
Magic?: yup
God?: Something like that
Satan?: Naw
Santa?: aww sure
Ghosts?: yup
Luck?: what exactly is believing in luck? would that have something to do with fate?
Love at first sight?: Sure thing!
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yup
Witches?: yup
Easter bunny?: sure, i am him!!! haha
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yea
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: hmm... I dont know.
Do you wish on stars?: Sure
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: nope
Do you think God has a gender?: nope
Do you believe in organized religion?: nope
Where do you think we go when we die?: I'll find out when I get there.
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: duh
Who is your best friend?: meeshell
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: MeeShell
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: hmm... Listen to your mother.
Your favourite inside joke?: "That shits 20/30, like vision after lasiek"
Thing you're picked on most about?: My eyes
Who's your longest known friend?: Melissa & Kelly altho we havent hung out in a long time.
Newest?: Ms. Madison Rose.
Shyest?: I don't hang around many shy people.
Funniest?: ME!! hahaha
Sweetest?: All of em!
Closest?: Meeshell
Weirdest?: Aaron! :P
Smartest?: ME!!!
Ditziest?: April
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Ashley, I miss my slashers.
Last person you talked to online?: Guinny, i think
Who do you talk to most online?: prolly Guinny
Who are you on the phone with most?: my tattoo clients.
Who listens to your problems?: Madison
Who do you fight most with?: I dunno.
Who's the nicest?: god this is getting old. i dont think i was this bored...
Who's the most outgoing?: Aaron
Who's the best singer?: hmm.. not sure.
Who's on your shit-list?: I don't have one
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Sure and have with some of em.
Who's your second family?: the tg community i guess
Do you always feel understood?: jesus no
Who's the loudest friend?: ME!!
Do you trust others easily?: TOO easily
Who's house were you last at?: mine.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: ShmeeShmell
Do your friends know you?: they are my friends, otherwise i wouldnt consider them friends.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: naw, i really believe that its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
What do you find romantic?: Just cuddlin is pretty nice for me.
Turn-on?: i like being talked dirty to. ;)
Turn-off?: Cankles. Foopahs. lol
First kiss?: Technically it was Jerred Jeffers in 9th grade playing spin the bottle.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: uh.. yea, atleast a lil bit.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: dont they?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: no, im shallow.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: opposite? hell no, i scare boys.
What is best about the opposite sex?: should i change this to same sex... eyes, butt, boobies.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: the ol "u just havent had the right man yet" or "i just wanna watch" ugh
What's the last present someone gave you?: hmm xmas stuff, clothes.. blah blah blah
Are you in love?: yup
Do you consider your significant other hot?: of course.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: haunted me???? now this is wierd.. umm i dont think i have been haunted.
You wanted to kill?: nope, thats not me.
That you laughed at?: tv
That laughed at you?: everyone
That turned you on?: meeshell
You went shopping with?: meeshell
That broke your heart?: Melissa
To brighten up your day?: Madison.
That you thought about?: Meeshell
You saw a movie with?: Meeshell
You talked to on the phone?: Meeshell
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Quinny
You saw?: Meeshell
You lost?: i dont think ive lost anyone
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: like outside.. im on the comp, how would that work. out with someone? yes meeshell.
Will it be with your significant other?: it prolly would be if i were.
Or some random person?: N/A
What are you wearing right now?: Boxers
Body part you're touching right now:: OK, WTF? this is getting crazy, im touching the comp and a cig..
What are you worried about right now?: oh.. too much to list. ugh
What book are you reading?: something by kay hooper
What's on your mousepad?: laptop-touch pad. so my finger.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: bored, tired, icky, lonely, worried.
Are you bored?: obviously
Are you tired?: i just said that.
Are you talking to anyone online?: nope not curretly its 3am. i think everyones asleep.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope same as above.
Are you lonely or content?: lonely, again, i am repeating myself.
Are you listening to music?: not right now, watching adult swim.

whew... that was really really long..

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months lata.. [23 Feb 2006|10:23pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

I never update this darned thing! So lets see... where am I currently in this crazay life o mine.
I am currently living in the mountains of va with meeshells parents. its quite lovely up here altho there is waaay to much snow! Its cold but beautiful. The house Shells parents have is awesome, they built a big addition onto the smaller house that they used to live in. We were going to have our own little apartment in the basement but the bathroom has to be finished in order for that to happen. That may be sometime this summer cause right now its just too dang cold. brrrr
We go down to richmond on the weekends sos that I can make some money. Its been pretty good, my clientel gets bigger and bigger by the day. I guess I must be getting pretty good at this whole tattooing thing. haha Meeshell and I are doing good. We still along pretty great considering the craziness that has been going on lately. I have been thinking more and more on actually starting to transition. But I am soo scared that I am going to lose her. She asked me to wait on making any drastic steps until after her dad passes so that she can deal with one hard thing at a time. I told her that I could do that esp since I have a cpl yrs of non-drastic steps to take anyway, but I am going to do that.I have to go see a shrink and stuff. I have met some really cool people on myspace lately. They seem to think Im hot in the myspace world. Being the attention loving Leo that I am I do so enjoy the self esteem boost! Shells dad is doing pretty good.. considering. He is in a wheelchair and cant use his arms and pretty much his legs are gone, but his spirits are still high and he smokes abnd drinks enough to not really care anyway. Thats what I would prolly do if I were in his situation. I have grown to know and love Shells stepmom shes an amazing woman. I worry that shes wearing herself out with her hr and 1/2 commute to work and all. But she somehow manages to keep it all together. then again she could be ready to explode and kill us all one day. someone come dig me up from off the side of the mountain if that happens. hahaha
Ink (my chihuahua) is getting big, well as big as he is gonna get. He is such a good puppy. nothing like your average chihuahua. much better behaved and milder tempered. His best friend is Shells parents dog. hes a 120# lab/golden retriever mix. when they play together its soo funny. The big dog, Lucky will roll over on his back while Ink pounces on him, like Ink is beating him up. Its hilarious. Things are pretty good right now. Til next time kids.

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How time doth fly.... [11 Aug 2005|04:12pm]
[ mood | jealous ]

I am in the library, for that is the only way that i can get internet access right now... sad I know. but atlease i can. I am hear looking for egyptian stuff for this sleeve of egyptian work that I am going to be working on tonight or tom. its gonna be awesome! Or it least that is the way that I plans it. We are still in Richmond but as soon as I am done with this sleeve we really will be moving to the mountains. And then i will be posting much much more. For I will be bored whitless and will have internet. Oh... wow, I have some really bad news to inform you of.. In my last post I mentioned a guy name Tripp that I worked with at Creative Designs... well 2 months after leaving there. Some COld blooded assholes decided to rob the shop and for some reason, they havent figured it out yet, they shot and killed Tripp... It makes me feel horrible that Tripp and I were kinda on the Outs b/c of my leaving the shop and all and I dont think that I will ever forgive myself for not making up with him.. but I find some solace in knowing that that was the way we were... Love Hate Relationship to the extreme.... We'd known each other for like 7 years. He worked for me at Movie Gallery, I fired him like 3 times.. He lived with me for a while back at Dominion, I kicked him out like 3 times.. He is the reason that I got into tattooing... He and I had some great times, back then he was the only one that could me to do something remotley bad, we did some crazy shit together, Tripp, i will never forget you, man. *sighs* so yea I really think that my being fired "for no reason" from creative was a bit of devine intervention for if I had stayed there... I might be... well i might not be here.
On another subject... Aaron (formerly my roomate Erin) returns from texas, half way to his goals... and I am sooo jealous that I can hardly contain myself. He has stuble on his face and a deeper voice.. and is dating a little bird I know.. which I was quite shocked to hear, yet happy for them both. What boggles me is that Aaron told me that he decided to do this to himself after reading through some of my books which I thought might be the case... which makes me wonder if this is something that he is going to regret.. It is something that I want more than anything, every fiber of my being has known it since way before i knew there was a name for it. And he just comes across it in a abook and goes.. hey, that would be cool. So I guess I am jealous for soo many reasons. I guess I would be there if it werent for my heart. My heart belongs to a lesbian... and well not many lesbians like men... Ok I am going to get back to work, have i been vague enough? heh. til next time kids.................................

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Good Times. [11 Feb 2005|03:28pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Wow, I really havent updated this thing in a really long time... Soooooooo
Last I left you with me still at wildchild bitching about haystack... So I am no longer there, He finally fired me, well he made shane do it. Which was fucked up, poor shane didnt wanna do it.. but his reasons were "attendance issues" because I had a hard time getting to work at 11am when I had been there until 2am the night before... So yea, I was sad at first to leave my comfort zone, cause I had been there for 3 years. But after a while it was the best thing that couldve happened to me. I started tattooing outta the house and as the word got out I was making mad money, but I dont really agree with doing them outta the house, so tripp called me up around christmas and asked me if I wanted to work at creative designs. I took the job and at first I was really happy there, but then something happened. I am not exactly sure what it was but he got this mindset that I was going to steal from him or something... He put a big ass lock on his door and started acting really wierd towards me. I made a couple of mistakes but what I did not was not grounds for them to can me. But they did. I told them that I was going to me leaving... moving to the mountains, I think thats where I made my mistake, I think since i was leaving they thought that I was going to steal from them or something, but if anyone knows me.. thats not what i do. So yea, I left there and went back to doing them outta tha house.. and I am overwelmed with appointments, I cant keep up with the clientel that I have established.. the people, they love me.. can you blame em? heh :) Meeshell and I are happy as ever, we are going to move up to the mountains so that she can take care of her daddy.. hes sick :( but it will be good to get out of this nasty grey city for a while... save some money and then buy a house and who knows maybe even have a baby. All is good in the newberry household. I will try to update more often to keep you lovely friends of mine informed.
til then
call me 804-467-8282. especially if you want some ink.

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Tattoos & Poverty [13 Oct 2004|04:45pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Carol sold the shop to a big biker named Haystack. SO after he almost fired me twice for hypocritical bullshit, he now has me working wed - sat 11-11 and if I am as much as 5 minutes late I get bitched at and cussed at and I am treated like shit. He has it set in his mind that he is not going to like me and I am a fuck up no matter what i do. I had to hear him bitch and yell and scream at me when other people piss him off. He is a hypocrite and hes on a serious power trip. I dunno what I ever did to him... actually I know I never did anything to him. He just sees me as some week little bitch so he picks on me. So now I loath going to work and its getting cold and he jacked up the prices so we are making absolutely noooooooooo money! but other than being broke and miserable at work everything else is cool. I'm a happy go lucky kid. So theres an update.. I wish i had a picture my hair is getting soo long. I look so f'n girly... yea.... Meeshell likes it, and when she likes it.. its a good thing. ;)
Aaron if u read this write me @ I for got your email. Love you kiddo!

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Tattoos [19 Mar 2004|09:20pm]
Yea.. so for those of you who havent seen my work lately, I've gotten quite a bit a better as time has gone on. I like to think so anyway... see fer yerself...............

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All settled in. [19 Mar 2004|07:47pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Wow. Its been a while since I have updated this thing. We got a new apartment; its wonderfully cozy. Meeshell painted our bedroom a lovely shade of purple with dark purple trim... one of my friends said "it looks like a easter egg threw up in here" but its turned out pretty cool. Kinda romantic. We're gonna paint the living room blue with a black stripe all the way around. Since Michelle did our room and Danielle did her room... I get to do the living room. We'll see... she wont let me put my action figures in there though. Kale left in the middle of the night at the shop.. so hes gone and we have a new guy, named Ed who I am glad to hover over his shoulder. He seems like a very excellent replacement. I think I piss him off though, cause hes quiet and I keep calling him a serial killer. Its too funny to resist tho, cause he lived in Wisconsin and hes really really quiet. But he can tattoo his ass off, so its ok if he kills me. haha Meeshell and I are doing great. Shes been hanging out with her dad a lot lately which is really good for them.. boring for me without her, but if I have to share her with anyone I guess her pops can spend some time with her. :0) I got a new tattoo... well actually now I have 2 new tattoos. I got Maxx at rivercity to tattoo my left arm inbetween my dagger and my bio.. an hour glass with blood in it. Newskool colorbomb style. If the bitch would ever heal, its really awesome. And I got Shane to put some flames behind my "david bollt-esque" chick on my arm. it makes it look a lot better; again if it would ever heal. I think I need to take some supplements or something. I heal horribly. I got to do a bunch of really cool tattoos lately. I did a 12" Jessica Rabbit on Tommy's leg. That healed up really well. And I did a hot chick being fondled by a mummy on Alex's leg. I will post those in here. So yea. Life is good. :0)

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Moving again. [12 Feb 2004|02:31pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

We found an apartment! Woohoo! But as always we cant move into it yet but we have to be out of our house. Which as of yesterday we are... Homeless again. I'm never any good at this. Buts its ok. I have great friends. Now I am working my ass off so that I can get the loot to get the apartment. Im pooped. But oddly happy. I think I'm happiest in utter chaos. I think thats another Leo trait. I got the car fixed which has been a big weight off my shoulders. Things are still pretty good altho crazy as hell.

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What are the Odds. [05 Feb 2004|03:46pm]
You should be dating an Aries.
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Moving... again. [02 Feb 2004|04:27pm]
[ mood | okay ]

So... there is a realization that this friggin house is a money pit and not a safe place to live for many many reasons. Soooooooo we are hunting for apartments again... hopefully out of this wonderful world of highland springs. Both of our roomates moved out because of the heat fiasco, which i cant really blame them but hey.. $400 a month for dangerous ass propane is unjust and unnec. off into the rental world i go. Wish me luck, kids.

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WOW! Another one of these!!! [28 Jan 2004|02:38pm]
1. What is your Full Name ? NO, you know it already!
2. What color pants are you wearing right now ? black
3. What are you listening to right now ? NIN broken
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number ? 82
5. What was the last thing you ate ? Meeshell special Tuna Melt
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be ? Black
7. How is the weather right now? Cold, snowy
8. Last person you talked to on the phone: Charlotte
9. First thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes
10. Do you like the person who sent this to you ? very much!
11. How are you today ? Doing pretty good.
12. Favorite Drink: Dr Pepper
13. Favorite Alcoholic drink: Icehouse
14. Favorite Sports: Im not into sports.
15. Hair Color: brown
16. Eye Color: hazel
17. Do you wear contacts? nope
18. Siblings: yup, 1/2 & 1/2
19. Favorite Month: July
20. Favorite Food: Pork Chops
21. Last Movie you watched: My best friends wedding or no little monsters.
22. Favorite Day of the Year : Halloween
23. Are you too shy to ask someone out: sometimes.
24. Summer or Winter: Summer
25. Hugs or Kisses? BOTH!
26. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
27. Do you want your friends to write back? I really dont care.
28. Who is most likely to respond: Why must they insist on asking this stupid question.
29: Who is least likely to respond: I dont care!
30. Living Arrangements: Pretty much everyone I know pratically lives with me.
31. What books are you reading: Tuesdays with Morrie & Valis
32. What's on your mouse pad: Im at work- a dragon.
33. Favorite Board Game: Pictionary
34. What did you do last night: watched movies with my baby.
35. Favorite Smells: Michelle (i know, shutup!)
36. Can you touch your nose with your tongue: Nope, as talented as my tongue is.. that is not one of them.
37. What inspires you? I'm searching for inspiration.
39. Favorite Flower: Roses, black in particular.
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quote. [22 Jan 2004|06:26pm]
[ mood | loved ]

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldnt. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle. You could describe it as a wrestling match. (who wins the wrestling match) Love wins, Love always wins"
Morrie Schwartz - Tuesdays with Morrie. I recommend everyone read this book!
Michelle brought it home because her father has ALS and she began to read it to me, I thought it was just going to be a story about the disease and this man who has it. Little did I know this book made me rethink a lot of things. It really did change me. READ IT!

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I have found elliot smith. [20 Jan 2004|03:28pm]
[ mood | moody ]

Someone found the future as a statue
In a fountain
At attention looking backward in a
Pool of water
Wishes with a blue
Songbird on his shoulder
who keeps singing over everything

Everything means nothing to me
Everything means nothing to me
Everything means nothing to me

I picked up the song and found my picture
In the paper
The reflection in the water shouted
"Are your men still
Trying to salute
People from a time when he was
Everything he's supposed to be?"

Everything means nothing to me...
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[14 Jan 2004|10:02pm]

Modest Mouse "Night on the sun"
So, turn off the light 'cause it's light of the sun
You're hopelessly hopeful
I hope so, for you
Freeze your blood and then stab it into in two
Stab your blood into me and blend
I eat my own blood and get filled up get filled up;
I get filled up on me and end so turn off the light
'cause it's night on the sun you're hopelessly hopeless
I hope so, for you
Turn off the light 'cause it's night on the sun
You're hopelessly hopeless
I hope so, for you
Freeze your blood and then stab it into in two
Stab your blood into me and end
I eat my own blood and get filled up get filled up
I get filled up on me and end
Freeze your blood and then stab it into me
Freeze your blood and then stab it into me
Freeze your blood and then stab it in two into me and blend
Turn off the light 'cause it's night on the sun
You're hopelessly hopeless
I hope so, for you
Well there's one thing to know about this town
It's five hundred miles underground; and that's alright
Well there's one thing to know about this globe
It's bound and it's willing to explode and that's alright
Well there's one thing to know about this town
Not a person doesn't want me underground
There's one thing to know about this town
It's five hundred miles underground; and that's ok
There's one thing to know about this earth
We're put here just to make more dirt; and that's ok
night on the sun...
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Oh a tangled web we weave. [14 Jan 2004|09:51pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Is this how I wanna live...
Is this the life I want...
Is this what I have struggled to become...
Sitting on the outside and looking in on my life.. I dont know what to think.
I'm too old for this shit.
Arent I supposed to have some things figured out by now...
Maybe life is just a never ending circle of ups and downs..
just when everything seemed perfect and I thought I couldnt be happier, everything comes crashing down in one big bomb of confusion.
Im hopelessly hopeless.

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